is that what they call it out there?
I feel as if im trapped in this world, where i can’t get out. You know i was brought up in this world where everyone is mad all the time, no one is happy EVER.
You know i wonder if im ever going to change. I’m such an unhappy person.. I get so annoyed so easily, it literally ruins my mood, my day… everything! why am i like this?! why can’t i change. i hate how i let people ruin my day, i absolutely hate it.. and why can’t i change that?
I’m thinking that if i had a little freedom maybe i would be happier? what is happiness? Tell me what makes people so happy.. Love? too bad i’m without that.