I say that i love you, and i mean it every time. but i have to ask myself if you really feel the same way that i feel. All these emotions and feelings im feeling are so real. I mean all i want is you, i just want us to be together.. and i never want you to leave me. I know that right now that’s not possible.. and one day it will be right? i mean you love me too don’t you? you’ve said it. You know sometimes i wonder if you’re even telling the truth or not. The fact that you don’t trust me just blows my mind. When you have a girl friend back at home. Shouldn’t it be the other way around?! if you really love me, then show it. I don’t want to wait around forever for this guy that i love to come around. You know maybe there is someone else out there for me, that can love me and cherish me, that can actually take me out, and see me in person. You know i at least thought you would do hald the stuff you said. But you let me down. You really did. All these things you’re hearing about me? You don’t even live here, so how would you know! and why wouldn’t you believe me! i can’t even believe you. I do anything you want me to do. I hardly ask you for anything, i mean i sent you a letter for heavens sake! You can’t even write me back like you said? God damnit! tell me what the fuck you want from this? Do you want to love me forever? Do you want to marry me like you said? Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me? I don’t think it’s that hard to figure out what you want. I told you what i want, now im just waiting on you. So.. should i even be waiting?